boast in the cross.

I’m working my way through I Corinthians right now, and I love how God’s word speaks to me differently each time I read it — meeting me where I am it. Last week I re-read I Corinthians 1: 18-31, and I found much-needed comfort in a spell of self-doubt:

 For the message of the cross is foolishness to those who are perishing, but to us who are being saved it is the power of God. For it is written: ‘I will destroy the wisdom of the wise; the intelligence of the intelligent I will frustrate.’ Where is the wise person? Where is the teacher of the law? Where is the philosopher of this age? Has not God made foolish the wisdom of the world? 

For since in the wisdom of God the world through its wisdom did not know him, God was pleased through the foolishness of what was preached to save those who believe. Jews demand signs and Greeks look for wisdom, but we preach Christ crucified: a stumbling block to Jews and foolishness to Gentiles, but to those whom God has called,both Jews and Greeks, Christ the power of God and the wisdom of God. For the foolishness of God is wiser than human wisdom, and the weakness of God is stronger than human strength. 

Brothers and sisters, think of what you were when you were called. Not many of you were wise by human standards; not many were influential; not many were of noble birth. But God chose the foolish things of the world to shame the wise; God chose the weak things of the world to shame the strong. God chose the lowly things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him.  It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness,  holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: ‘Let the one who boasts boast in the Lord.’

Right now I’m in the process of applying for faculty jobs, as I will be graduating with my PhD in May. It’s a grueling process. You are told not to be yourself, to sell yourself, to market yourself, and to be prepared to fail. Think I’m exaggerating? I’m not. Tell an academic that you are about to graduate with your PhD, and they immediately groan and ensure you that the job market is bleak; good luck, they say, shaking their head.

I have been writing application letter after application letter in which I am required to “boast” about myself, and it’s been both uncomfortable and anxiety-inducing, as I wonder just how I compare to the rest of the applicants. Fortunately for me, however, I was reminded that God does not view me the same way the world does. He doesn’t view any of us the way we view each other.

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God is in control. God is powerful. God is wise. And, if my security and confidence are in Him, then I will be exactly where I am supposed to be next year.


If you have a story about mental illness—whether personal or concerning a loved one—please consider sharing your experience. Even if you aren’t at a place yet where you feel comfortable disclosing your name, the church body needs your voice. Let’s shine a light on the darkness, together.

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